You get in, and then you get done.
And then you get gone.
You never leave a trace or show your face.
You get gone.
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3.52am, and I just got home, after sneaking the lorry out for a joyride. Actually wanted to take the Camry for a joy ride, but decided on the lorry because it was a manual drive. X=
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Should have turned around,
And left before the sun came up again.
But the sun came up again.
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My best friend Marcus Lye, have sent me 2 messages. Sweetest ones I've seen, in a very very long time! I shall type it here! =D
SMS 1
"Bro, just got back in camp. Wanted to let you know how nice it was to have spent some good quality time with you this morning. It has really been too long. And i also want you to know everything happens for a reason, as cliche as it might sound I believe in that. And I can say I know how you feel right now but maybe not to your extent but I know you know that time alone for yourself to think is what's best at this point. We've done our part to be there for you the past few days but now it's your turn to rethink everything you thought was gonna be your future and not just see the light at the end of the tunnel, but to see a whole new tunnel, a whole new better path"
SMS 2
"And know one more thing, Yiliang. I honestly believe you can achieve so much more than what you've set for yourself. You've no idea the tremendous respect myself and the guys have for you. Also, girls come and go and as much as this one might have had been the one, relationships are never certain. But Josh, Mong, Calvin, Kenneth, myself and gang seriously care for you, that's for certain and know that we're all always here for you. So as you go to bed tonight remember, you might have just fallen outta love but there are so many people around you who still loves you and more importantly that our love will never waiver"
Thank you Marcus Lye! Even though I haven't reply your sms. Because I was asleep, it was 2 sweetest out of the 6 messages that I read when i woke up. D=
And thanks to all of my friends, which include.
Marcus Ng, he accompanied me to havoc for 2 days.
Marcus Lye, accompanied me to havoc for 1 day, and sleep on the 2nd day! xD
Darren, accompanied me to havoc on the 2nd day! Thanks for taking care of me that day! xD
Kenneth, for being that lovely pain in the butt on day 2. xD
Josh, For being that whiny pig on day 2. "Wa! We eating every 2 hours since 12am la!" D=
God sis who cannot be named, accompanying me at the end of day 1!
And everyone else out there, who had helped me through this rough period.
Yep, I guess Marcus Lye, is right about one thing.
It's probably time for me to rethink, about what I thought was my future. Everything has changed. All of a sudden, everything that I've thought would become, has now been swept under the rug, decided to do that instead of burning everything into thoughts of ashes. I'll just leave it under the rug till it decides to disintegrate.
Spent the whole afternoon, thinking about my funding for a car. The more I thought, the more it becomes more and more feasible. Hiak Hiak. A promise to Marcus Ng! Next time when I get my car! It's gonna be my turn to drive you! So you can drink okay! And hurry get rid of that cursed 10dollars you found on the floor. D=
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I was a killer, was the best they'd ever seen.
I'd steal your heart before you ever heard a thing.
I'm an assassin and I had a job to do.
Little did I know, that girl was an assassin too.
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If what I had, and have given you, wasn't good enough, I hope you'd find someone, or have someone in mind, that could give you the type of love that you want, the kind that you are searching for.
And guys out there thinking of filling my shoes, you better love her the way she wants, because if I do find out, that you don't. I'd freaking skin you alive, and make a floor mat out of your skin (you better be furry) and feed you to my dog Jojo.
For the niche amount of guys, that I know is reading this blog.
She likes pasta, plain pasta, with lots of mushrooms (chunky) lots of tomatoes (chunky) lots of onions (nice and soft in half rings) with lots of sauce, sour one of course, she hates it sweet.
Good night world! I've seen too much of you today. D=
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She's an assassin, and she had a job to do.
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Green lemon juice with honey. Works best for sore throats. And lost voices.
I've got so much to say, but how to.
3:44 AM