Today i'll be leaving, not for long just another week.

But it is long, because i know, when i get back.

I still wouldn't see your face greeting me at the steps of my door.

Time, time.

If only you would pass... faster...

The difference between 1 and 2 is 1.

Confused?

Yeah me too.

Can we go back to the days our love was strong.
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me how to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh god give me the reason.
I'm down on bended knee.
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me.
I'm down on bended knee.

Baby, you told me that you love me,
And you'd never leave my side.
To the bitter end,
Through the thick and thin.
You promised me baby,
That you wasn't going anywhere.
Yes you did,
Baby keep it real,
Let me know just how you feel.

Goooooooooood Mooooooorninggggggggggg Everybody!

I'll do anything,
That you want me to do,
I'll do almost anything,
that you want me too.

Confused and left alone.
When the only shining light at the end of the tunnel,
Fades into a tinted shade of grey.

Close your eyes, hold on.
It might just be over when you open your eyes.

No, it's just the beginning...

"Did you know that everything she ever does is for you?"

I've done nothing wrong.
I've never lied.

But you just never believed me.

Was it my past?

Was it who you accepted me for?

I believe so.

A heart made for a lot of sorrow.
No you can't come back tomorrow.
Shut my windows, lock my doors.
Cause my heart won't be your ragdoll anymore.

I'm sorry, i did not mean to hurt my little girl.
It's beyond me, i can not carry the weight of the heavy world.
So.

Goodnight Goodnight, hope that things work out alright...

The kiss you left me with, still feels warm on my lips
The hug you left me with, still caresses my body.
The time you had with me, still lingers that bit in the back of my head.
The love we shared, still holds me when i go to bed.
The nights we had, still never fails to put me to tears.
Those cold hands that once held mine to keep warm.
Will still stay warm for you.
Only for you.

&

The love i have for you, still runs in my blood.
The love i have for you, still pumps from my heart.
The love i have for you, is still unconditional.

Forever & Ever Babe.
Forever & Ever.

Separate ways.

If that's what you want.

I drove myself insane, wishing i could touch your face.
But the truth remains, your gone.

Days and days under the unbearable sun.
Seems to have left me with some pretty bad tans.

Some aloe vera cream would really help. ; )

Spellbound and speechless.

Trying and trying and trying.
Wishing hoping and praying.

All i wanted was to be concerned about you.
All i wanted was to be the best man for you.
All i wanted was to give you the best of myself.
All i wanted was for you to be happy.
All i wanted was to build a perfect future with you.
Nothing else, nothing more.
No warranty, no money back.
Because you were the best to/for me.

If you are happier this way.

It's time i let go and leave & stop pestering.
I've understood (thanks jie!)
And for the last time, i loved you.
Never did i ever love you less.

~Cheers.

Fingers trace your every outline.
Paint a picture with my hands.
Back and fourth we sway like branches in a storm.
Change the weather, still together, when it ends.

Sleep tight my dear.
Your gonna have a long day tomorrow.

Hurts to see how things torture you.
Hurts to see how you torture yourself.

Work hard girl.
You can do it.

- Jones.

When it happens it happens.

No use trying to not make it happen anymore.

Don't come too close to me.

I bite.

Looking at the broken window.

Tell me, which way in?

Which way out?

Quitting smoking...
Symptoms of withdrawal...

- Anger Mood Swings --> Checked
- Boredom --> Checked
- Diarrhea --> Checked
- Feeling Cooped Up
- Dry Cough --> Checked
- Cravings --> Checked
- Depression
- Dizziness --> Checked
- Fatigue --> Checked
- Frustrations --> Checked
- Headaches --> Checked
- Increase Appetite
- Insomnia --> Checked
- Irritability / Grouchy / Tensed --> Checked
- Lack Of Concentration
- Loneliness
- Night Time Awakenings --> Checked
- Restlessness --> Checked
- Tightness In Chest --> Checked
- Weight Gain
- Mouth Sores / Ulcers --> Checked

Do you remember the days?.

When everything felt all so right...

I can't make the same mistake.
If you lose my love, it was yours to take.
Break down your door, take a little more.
When i need you around.
And i'm so terrified of leaving.
It's a new low, try and pick me up again but,
Let go, see how far i will get without you.

But still desperately need more of your.

Hot love, wrap yourself around me like a,
Warm glove, the emptiness leaves me.
And I.
Feel the never need to go back to the way I was.

Thanks for the movie guys.

Though it was crappy in the end!

But!

Thank all the guys and girls that came to keep me company!

~Cheers!

Oh the memories.

Oh the happy times.

Oh the times we stood by each other.

Oh...

Oh...

Oh...

Oh...

I loved you sooo much...

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

It's book in day!

No i'm not happy, just wondering what's in stall for me all this week.

Hope it wouldn't be too bad.

Hope i'll be busy!.

Because if i only have 1 shot.

It will be that 1 shot, that makes it, never to break it.

~Cheers!

Oh! And Derrick!

Get well soon, did what i can to help.
No more alcohol for you next time!

~Cheers!

Everywhere i go.
Everywhere i walk.
Everything i see.

Just reminds me of something, somehow some way, some what.
Well, could've been worst.

"Just give it up and move on..."

"Not just yet. I'll take the pain..." ;)

For i loved you so much.

But that was all that i was able too.

Because i could only love you so much.

I've learnt.

By respecting yourself, by not smoking, not drinking, not taking drugs.
Is actually the most extreme limit that you can push your body towards.

~Cheers

YiLiang
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