At the door of my life.
Out of time, and there's no where to run.
I'm in the war of my life.
At the core of my life.
Got no choice, but to fight till it's done.
So fight on (I won't give in)
Fight on everyone (I won't run)
Fight on (I won't stop for anyone)
Got no choice, but to fight 'til it's done.
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Thank you Marcus Ng, Marcus Lye, and my god sis.
You guys really helped make everything so much less painful, and made me finally see the light, in a never ending tunnel. Changes that i've made, to fit the mould of 1 person, should never have been done, bending and breaking just to fit what i've become, to try to make someone happy. Wasn't exactly worth it afterall, to get a smile that is fake, to get a kiss with no heart, and a hug with no soul. And words of love, that meant nothing at all.
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I've got a hammer,
And a heart of glass,
I just got to know right now,
Which walls to smash.
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Over the years, i've build this wall, for us 2, around us 2. Working on how to fortify it, and making it a wall of glass, just because you wanted it to be. You wanted to see everything outside, from the inside. I build it up, just for 2. And since it's made of glass, it's gonna seem like, it's gonna be pretty easy to knock it all down. But why, does it feel so damn hard right now. To knock down this walls that i've built.
Guess I need another day.
Tomorrow, Sunday, I will wake, a crusader full of penitence. I will smash this walls, one by one. I will set everything up in flames. So much so, there wouldn't be anything left to hold. Nothing at all. Not for me, not for you. And it will be all over.
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Ritornato a me
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