I really appreciate it! Waking up to Josh on my left and Kenneth on my right, was a brand new experience. Too bad Marcus Lye left a little earlier, or else it would have had been so much more 'weird fun'
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Now that we're over as the loving kind.
We'll be dreaming of ways to keep the good alive.
Only when what we want is not a compromise.
I'd be pouring tears into your drying eyes.
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12.12pm, and I just reached home, sitting back in my room finally, gonna put some thoughts through my mind now, properly process it, and slowly digest it. I mean this is what i'm supposed to do to while trying to move on right? =) Properly sort through my priorities now that everything have changed.
One of them told me last night "Told you not to get back together, but you still keep doing it. See what happened now?" Ah, I hate it, when someone goes like that "Told you.....xxx" But I guess I deserved that anyway. And I told him my explanation. "I really thought she was the one, I really wanted her to be the one, and I was silly enough, to have thought that she thinks that way too, I've built everything on her, all my long term or short term or whatever goals, have been built on her, designed in her name, everything I had worked for, in my hand, was all hers to have and keep, if you were me, would you not feel lost?" When all of a sudden, your dreams and goals, and motivation, just went paper blank.
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You whisper "come on over" cause you are 2 drinks in.
But in the morning, I'll have to say goodbye again.
Think we'll never fall into the jealous game?
The streets all flood with blood of those who felt the same.
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